SONGS:
  1. WINDOW
  2. THICK
  3. UNPREDICTABLE
  4. FRAGILE
  5. I’ll TRY
  6. MY NAME’S NOT RED
  7. I CAN’T LOVE YOU
  8. FLY
  9. HIGH SCHOOL REUNION
  10. HALO
  11. TURN AWAY
  12. I'M GETTING OLD
  13. STANDING IN LINES



1. WINDOW
words and music by Jennifer Marks & Michael Ochs

You've been watching me
I'm watching you watch me
I know you're there
Do you want to get it on?
Are you just a peeping tom?
Are you only going to stare?
I don't have shame
I'm just going to let it hang
Naked and bare
Don't you like what you see?
Are you afraid of me?
You can't touch me from there

I got a window that must be ten feet tall
Got a window where you can see it all
Got a window and there's nothing I can hide
Got a window would you like to come inside?

Innocent fantasies
Plagued with curiosity
It’s out of control
Wired and starved for rest
Maybe you’re a bit obsessed
But I’m still alone

I got a window that must be ten feet tall
Got a window where you can see it all
Got a window and there's nothing I can hide
Got a window would you like to come inside?

I could dance for you
There's no snake I can't charm
Watch me as I wake in someone else's arms

I got a window that must be ten feet tall
Got a window where you can see it all
Got a window and there's nothing I can hide
Got a window would you like to come inside?

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2. THICK
Words and music by Jennifer Marks & Peter Bliss

Everybody knows you're lying to yourself
Why am I the only one to state the truth?
You think you know it all
There's so much left to learn
I'm you're mirror and I'm staring back at you

But you're thicker than blood
Thicker than stone
I'm only talking to myself
I wan to get through
But you're a brick wall
You're so thick you don't hear at all

You don't understand why you're life is such a mess
Always looking for someone to take the blame
Take a look inside its no one else's fault
You could fix it but you can't admit you're wrong

Cause you're thicker than blood
Thicker than stone
I'm only talking to myself
I wan to get through
But you're a brick wall
You're so thick you don't hear at all

Like a fog you've settled into being lost
You don't know where you are going
And you don't know where you've been

But you're thicker than blood
Thicker than stone
I'm only looking for your love
I wan to get through
But you're a brick wall
You're so thick you don't feel at all

(You don't feel it raining)
(You don't feel the pain)
(Thicker than anyone I know)

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3. UNPREDICTABLE
Words and music by Jennifer Marks and Brad Albetta

The Nelsons have never had it easy
Always climbing up hill
They sit at the kitchen table fighting
Struggling with the bills
My Nelson throws his hands up
The TV starts to play
Mrs. Nelson listens to the numbers
Their life's about to change
Today’s the day

It's so unpredictable
No guarantees at all
So Unpredictable
You can try You can try but you're wasting your time

Annmarie has been crying on his shoulder
John's as consistent as day
He admits that he's completely head over
She doesn't see him that way
After years of torturing himself he decides to move on
Annmarie finally sees what she is missing
But she waited too long
Cause now he’s gone

It's so unpredictable
No guarantees at all
So Unpredictable
You can try You can try but you're wasting your time


It's so unpredictable
No guarantees at all
So Unpredictable
You can try You can try but you're wasting your time

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4. FRAGILE
words & music by Jennifer Marks

There’s a hole at the bottom of this cup
I want to fix it so I can fill it up
There is sand where the flowers used to be
I was happy then and you were here with me

Feeling kind of fragile lately
I know only I can save me now
I’m not hoping
There’s no use praying
I know only I can save me now
Feeling kind of fragile

There is dust in the seat where you once sat
Time is cruel it’s too stubborn to turn back
My heart’s so heavy it will never float
I’m holding on, cause I’m afraid to let go

Feeling kind of fragile lately
I know only I can save me now
I’m not hoping
There’s no use praying
I know only I can save me now
Feeling kind of …

Fragile, Quiet
Feels like I’m dying
Crystal waters
Pulling me under
My rage is like thunder

Feeling kind of fragile lately
I know only I can save me now
I’m not hoping
There’s no use praying
I know only I can save me now
Feeling kind of fragile

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5. I’ll Try
Words and music by Peter Bliss & Jennifer Marks

You hold me like a glass that will never brake
You think that I can put up with all life’s crap
And have a smile on my face

You compare me to the likes of superman
And all the things I know I could never do
You think I can

I’ll try…
I’ll try
I’ll try…
I’ll try


I should be happy I’m so high on your pedestal
But instead I am afraid that you’d fall apart if I fell


I’ll try…
I’ll try
I’ll try…
I’ll try

I want to live up to your expectations of me
I don’t want to disappoint you
How long can I keep this up?


I’ll try…
I’ll try
I’ll try…
I’ll try

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6. MY NAME’S NOT RED
Words & music by Jennifer Marks & Peter Bliss

I’ve lived with this all of my life
I was tortured as a child
It’s a burden that I carry
You’ve always thrown it in my face
Like it was a disgrace
But now you want me
You want me

My name’s not Red
I know it’s on my head
Don’t talk about my freckles
Show me some respect
My name is not Red

For all of you who want to know
I’m covered head to toe
And it’s natural
You’ve had your blondes and your brunettes
Have you had a redhead yet?
I’m very strawberry

My name’s not Red
I know it’s on my head
Don’t talk about my freckles
Show me some respect
My name is not Red

I’m a creature rare and exotic
Only two percent of this world
And now you find it erotic
To be with a hot-blooded, fiery, Red-headed girl

My name’s not Red
I know it’s on my head
Don’t talk about my freckles
Show me some respect
My name is not Red
My name’s not Red
I know it’s on my head
Don’t talk about my freckles
Show me some respect
My name is not Red

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7. I CAN’T LOVE YOU
Words & music by Jennifer Marks & Brad Albetta

You’re great you’re smart you make me laugh
It’s just too bad the circumstance
Won’t let go feeling scared, I’m unprepared
I’m a coward; I’m a coward

I can’t love you cause I can’t love you
I won’t touch you cause I can’t

So beautiful you’re just my type I often sit and wonder why
I waste my time inside my head
There’s no excuse
I’m a fool; I’m a fool

I can’t love you cause I can’t love you
I won’t touch you cause I can’t
I can’t kiss you cause if I kiss you
I might want to and I can’t

I just want to drowned
You think that I might try to swim
Even through rose colored glasses
I’m afraid to take those chances

I can’t love you cause I can’t love you
I won’t touch you cause I can’t
I can’t trust you cause if I trust you
I might love you and I can’t

I can’t love you cause I can’t love you
I won’t touch you cause I can’t
I can’t kiss you cause if I kiss you
I might want to and I can’t

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8. FLY
words & music by Jennifer Marks

I know
I’m lost
Can’t take the blame
It’s not my fault for being born
I’ve walked
Down this road
Before I felt alone
But I’m not the only one

All the powerful words
That I never heard
When I really gave a shit
I don’t hate you anymore
But I don’t love you like before
And I’m resigned it
yah, I’ve resigned to it

I drink
To the past
I celebrate instead
I’m forgiving you

You tried to fill me up
With your contaminated love
You’re like an empty battery
All the second hand smoke
That I breathed into my lungs
I’m coughing up the history
Coughing up the history

I know
I’m free
No one has a hold on me
I am letting go.

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9. HIGH SCHOOL REUNION
Words and music by Jennifer Marks & Ana GuiGui

If I wanted to know about your life
I would have called you on the phone
I would have let my fingers do the walking
If you wanted to prove you still had hair
I'm sorry I don't care
Hope my ambivalence doesn't disappoint you
I find myself asking why I even came
I'm choking on my answers
Then and NOW's the same
Why am I at my High School Reunion?

Did you hear that Trisha she had kids?
She wasn't married when she did
And Daryl is still living with his parents
And the home coming queen got fat
I could have told you that
I think she had it coming
So many people I don't remember names
It doesn't really matter
Then and NOW’s the same
But here I am
At my High School Reunion

I should have thrown this invitation out the window
Ripped it up instead of torturing myself
I was looking and I thought I found some answers
I talked to everyone
I'm Bored, I'm bored, I'm really, really bored

You know that Wendy got hers done
And they are not even
And now she's suing
But still she went and liposuct and even got a tuck
But I'm not sure I see a difference
So many rumors
Nothing ever changed
I feel so indifferent
Then and NOW's the same
But Here I am
At my High School Reunion

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10. HALO
words & music by Jennifer Marks

I’m always touching my face my mouth has become a cesspool
I talk so much shit I could fill the Empire State and then some
I look like apple pie everyone believes me
I’m the devil in disguise I’m really quite deceiving

How low could I go?
I made you think I had a Halo
I liked it when you sucked my toes
You thought I had a Halo
A wolf in sheep’s clothes
I made you think I had a halo
But now you know
That I don’t have a Halo
I don’t have a Halo

I wasn’t sent by GOD to make this world any better
The angels wouldn’t grant my wings without a recommendation letter
I ate an apple that was planted in the Garden of Eden
Everyone got mad cause I wasn’t watching what I was eating

How low could I go?
I made you think I had a Halo
I liked it when you sucked my toes
You thought I had a Halo
A wolf in sheep’s clothes
I made you think I had a halo
But now you know
That I don’t have a Halo
I don’t have a Halo

No…

How low could I go?
I made you think I had a Halo
I liked it when you sucked my toes
You thought I had a Halo
A wolf in sheep’s clothes
I made you think I had a halo
But now you know
That I don’t have a Halo
I don’t have a Halo

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11. Turn Away
Words & music written by Chesney Hawks & Jennifer Marks

You're in my head
You're in my brain
You're in my blood
As it is running through my veins
Now I will never be the same
You're in my bed
You're in my sheets
You're in my dreams
But I will never be complete
If you can't give me what I need

I want your love
Are you willing to give me time?
I want your Heart
Do you want mine?
I’ll bare my soul
Why would you turn away?

You’re in my way
You’re in my face
Clouding my day
You’ve got me waiting for your calls
Maybe you want to see me crawl
Don’t make beg
Throw me a bone
Give me a clue
Maybe you’d rather see me go?
I just wish you'd let me know


I want your love
Are you willing to give me time?
I want your Heart
Do you want mine?
I’ll bare my soul
Why would you turn away?

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12. I'M GETTING OLD
Words & music by Jennifer Marks and Brad Albetta

I remember when I wasn't more than a child
I was tying my shoe
There was nothing that I was needing
Life was easy
Didn't have any cares I would bet on a dare
I was wild I was free
And they billed me as actuating
Just creating now I'm aging
I'm getting old

Did you here Jack and Jill
They went over the hill
Now they're suing the quack
Cause she fractured her back while tumbling
Jack was fumbling
Now they're mumbling

I'm getting older
I feel my biological clock ticking inside myself
I'm getting older
My friends think that my life's too harried
Time that I get married
I'm getting old

Can't spend time on my feet have to watch what I eat
Wrinkles filling my face
And I see that I'm round at the middle
Bones feel brittle
I don't sleep through the night
Circles under my eyes
Lose of bladder control
It's all out of my comprehension
There's so much tension
I get a pension

I'm getting older
I feel my biological clock ticking inside myself
I'm getting older
My friends think that my life's too harried
Time that I get married
I'm getting old

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13. STANDING IN LINES
Words & Music by Jennifer Marks

Got out of bed this morning
Once again I was alone
No one to share my coffee
Or listen to me bitch and moan
No one to hold me as I cry
I've got some great excuses
That I tell myself
I blame it all on fate
And the hand that I was dealt
I sit here waiting and I don’t know why
As I wait it’s passing me by

Hey- I’m tired of standing in line
Hey- no more wasting my time
I’m through pulling the wool over my eyes
Hey- no more wasting my time
Standing in lines

I put on my sneakers
I was getting ready for the run
Didn't want to miss the daylight
My legs for the first time weren’t numb
I walked for miles in the pouring rain
Realized I walked myself sane

Hey- I’m tired of standing in line
Hey- no more wasting my time
I’m through pulling the wool over my eyes
Hey- no more wasting my time
Standing there

Waiting for you to love me
Waiting for you to care
Waiting for you to hate me just validate me
I've been waiting for you all this while
I missed out on a thousand smiles
It used to be that I felt torn
But I'm not waiting anymore

Hey- I’m tired of standing in line
Hey- no more wasting my time
I’m through pulling the wool over my eyes
Hey- no more wasting my time
Standing in line

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